::Scared Scar::

I see it now
Why you made me fear
I understand exactly
That you were insecure

My bruises
Boosted your ego
My tears
Gave you control

I was your pet
To love or abuse
And at your calling
I paid my dues

My payment for your "love"
Are scars you'll never see
The mental damage you implanted
Make me emotionally bleed

Everytime I argue now
I expect a blow
Across my face or on my arm
Can't you see, don't you know?

You have marred me
Bones and flesh aside
Physical pain I'll take instead
Too many tears I have cried

I see now why there are cutters
I understand what they feel
Pain on the inside is different
It never heals

If I scrape my knee
It will surely get better
If you break my will
You'll get a suicide letter

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