Loving You

I have never felt like this before,

Whenever I see you, I fall to the floor.

This endless torture is killing me inside,

I try so hard to be with you, but I feel denied.

Standing beside you I tremble, my world begins to spin,

I feel so lightheaded, my body starts to sing and dance within.

I open my mouth and try to speak,

Instead I stutter; not a word does leak.

The breathtaking sight of Heaven’s Hills,

Nothing compares to you, and never will.

Angels singing in a choir, song so pure and sweet,

Your voice gently echoing through a room can’t be beat.

I’d give my life for you; the last beat of my heart,

For I would rather die than us spend one second apart.

I wish you could see how much you mean to me,

But the pain of it is that I know we can never be.

Even if I was to declare my love for you,

What will come of it? Nothing new!

Destined for a celibate life, never knowing what it would be to hold you in my arms,

I try to move on, I try to forget you. But whenever I see you, you put on your charms,

Then once again I love you, like a fool.

Oh Lord above, why must you be so cruel?

Soon the day will come when you leave and say goodbye,

The pain it will be, a thousand knives, oh God I’d rather die.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Loving somebody far out of your league is the hardest thing in the world.

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Jay Roder's picture

Yes it really does suck! I know your young, and I was once too. Just remember, nobody is out of your league! Only the ones your too afraid to approach are out of your league. Since I changed my thoughts, I had increased my loves 10 fold. Even dated a lady that was a neurosurgeon. Now thats was one that blew me away. Your only limited by your own state of mind. A lot of guys feel like that ands a lot of great ladies never get to date someone truly nice. Enough babble! Just go for it!!

As for the poem, it was very nicely worded and sounds as if it came from the heart! You need to put more to paper. Seems you have a knack for it.