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I've always been one to be happy
But I've been through so much
I can't even explain it all
Now it seems like no matter what I do
There's always something bringing me down
And it seems harder and harder to come back up
I've been so angry and so numb
Why am I like this?
What happened to me?
I'm just so sick of this...
I have a lot of pain I carry around
It never seems to go away
Why is pain the one I hold closer to heart?
Why can't I remember any happiness?
I feel so hurt most days
And most of the time, I can't explain why
What is really wrong with me?
Am I always going to be like this?
There are too many questions
And I don't have all the answers
Not even to myself
So how does anyone expect me to explain?
All it takes is tolerance
I know I may be worse at times than normal
But if I lose anything more, I will only go further down
So please don't abandon me now
Because I'm just so sick of this...