YOUR SON

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I could've honestly lived a lifetime

Without ever knowing about your son.

I'm so sorry,but I guess I'm just scared,

And don't want anything or anyone

To come between what we have now;

Not your past or my past, or what the future may hold.

But I guess these things aren't in my hands,

Or in anyone else's, or so I'm told.



And my soul feels squeezed between your child and your dreams,

And I can't help but feel you've lived a whole life before me,

And I fear that,someday,you'll live a new life without me,

And I am just something in between.



And I'm scared it can't be just you and me,

Knowing that you have a family.

Do we share you equally;

While I can give you all of me?



But I fear I'll never have all of you,

And it kind of kills me to feel that's true.

But I'll still thankfully take

All that you can give,

And I hope I can keep it

For as long

As I live.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Maybe I shouldn't think so much about the past or the future. In the present, we're together and I'm happy with what we have right now, so maybe that's all that should matter. Sorry.

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