i feel like i'm on the outside
looking in over my own life.
i see them passing me by
and there's no wonder why.
my limbs are growing too long,
i don't belong here.
circling this room
i curled around myself
to stop a shiver in my chest.
but these feelings never rest.
all alone, i'm trying my best.
still, i don't belong here.
he's made it clear,
his priorities are there
staring me in the face.
he's let me know my place
and right now it's not next to him.
his stress won't let me in.
for now, i don't belong here.
needing someone
is too desperate to share.
especially when you reach out
and nobody is there.
i pretend not to care
but everything is amplified.
it's not that i haven't tried,
it's just that i don't belong here.