my mind is my own worst enemy.
never feeling like i'm enough,
i always do too much.
my anxious heart may be easily swooned,
my eager mind is quick to be groomed,
and all my thoughts are consumed
with a love that never stays long.
without a warning, left too soon,
and all the wounds grow deeper.
each time gets a little closer
to what love truly means.
alone, i'll find the cracks
and there won't be anyone
to stop me from tripping
over every single one.
it's hard to believe
that you won't leave
because i have seen
so many hearts less mean
than my own.
endless options and the excitement
of something new.
it's easier to trust in solitude.