i wanted you to swim
oh, but you want the space.
i will give you the galaxy.
but, hey, remember that time
at your parents place?
when we made a little honeymoon,
hoping to fix all the backstabs with bandaids.
i meant it when i said it;
i think you're sad, man.
it's hard to see the light
with the curtains drawn so tight.
i know you saw me looking
at who you used to be.
and remember that christmas in boston?
we got lost on the way to the theater
but man i loved you too much to care.
i have never felt that raw,
man i wish i never saw what i saw
because i was so hopeful for you.
i think it could have been you.
but i could never ask you
to stay when you make it so clear
you're ready for something bigger and better.
but hey it's alright, man.
i know you go through things,
i think we all do sometimes.
it all just felt so real
and the cuts didn't seem so deep.
our hearts are worn to the core,
man i can't do this no more.
you really only met her once?
if it's true i'm ashamed to say i'm worse.
yes i should have been fair
and you could have pretended to care.
maybe even loved me more
but you shouldn't force emotions
where they cannot grow.
don't you know that we will change?
i hear it's like being reborn.
so i will meet you soon,
again or not at all.
man, i really fell for you
and you were watching me fall.
but when you love something
so tenderly and pure,
there is nothing in this world
that can prepare you
for the heartbreak.
it arrives and you are lost at sea.