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beijo, hello beautiful. happy valentines day.
Folder:
first give me pink.
glitter eyes.
anything to feel
alive.
make me fly
i want to die.
i want to cry,
i may need an alibi
because you've got me
fucked up if you think
you're getting off without a scar.
give me your heart.
after all these years,
i'll carve it up
and "beijo <3" goodbye.
oh, i bet you didn't think i saw.
don't touch me with such guilty hands.
if you knew i deserved better
why wouldn't you say so?
tell me you'll always love me,
that you could never breathe without me.
looking in from outside of you
i can see your fingers were crossed.
i see everything and the puzzle
is almost finished.
i still have some questions for you
but i think i'd be better off
if you just left me in the dark.
what do you think love means?
do you see stars in my eyes?
it's too confusing keeping up
with all of your facades.
you knew we were done
before anything started.
why couldn't you save us both the time?
have i always been so small in your mind?
i'm ashamed to say you're all that is in mine.
if it wasn't real,
why couldn't you have said so?
if i was just another girl,
why couldn't i be your best hoe?
i am so low, low, low, low.
hardly believe what i am hearing
because you tell me you need me,
when you're just afraid to be alone.
it wasn't me you needed to need.
you just needed someone to own.
and i was stupid enough to stick around
through all the bullshit you dealt me.
i can hardly believe i feel for a boy
who wanted to keep our love unseen.
i feel in the air how burdened you've become.
holding in your love for girls who mean nothing,
while you are holding my hand in private.
fuck you, i was ready for the end.
you were waiting for the door.
i called to tell you that you're no longer the sun.
you could never love me enough to make me the one.
now i don't need anyone.
