Seduced by the opaque light
of a night in San Francisco -
hypnotized by the drifting shadows
of dieffenbachia -
aroused by the insistent rhythm
of "Space Oddity" -
you kissed
and re-infected me.
After years
of self-imposed quarantine
from the incapacitating effects
of intimacy and sex
I had cultivated a strain of resistance
I believed to be the equivalent of immunity.
How arrogant to assume
that I could again
commune with such a virulent virus
and defy the disease.
One FUCKING night!
And now I am
nauseous with need
faint with fever
delirious with desire
and incoherent with craving
for more of you or someone new.