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No one understands

What its like

To go into

An episode

Of depression and or

Anxiety 

No one can

Relate

How I feel 

When i just 

Freeze

I zone out

I block out

My situation

I become

Frozen in time

I can't think

Or comprehend

What is going on

At that moment

Because my body

Just shut off

In a sense

No one understands

What it is like

To have an

Anxiety attack,

Panic attack,

Or even a

Psychotic melt down

I appear normal

Like everyone else

But under all that

I have my demons

Just like i'm pretty sure

We all do

Just depends on when

And how they show

Up

Sometimes my demons

Take over

Luckily i'm usually

Home

But sometimes not

The case

I break down

My mind escapes

While the world

Is still moving

But for me it

Has stopped

Like I'm trapped

Trying to catch up

With time itself

No one understands

People get frustrated

And mad

But I feel as if

It's mostly because

They don't understand

My mental being

I don't want to call

It an 

Illness

Even though it's

Most commonly

Called one

But regardless

It still has me

Amongst my demons

That i fight with

Every day