Why is it
My heart feels so heavy
Why is it
Feel so lonely
Why is it
So depressed
Why is it
That I feel so
Out of it
Today
Why do I feel
Like I'm going back
Into the darkness
Again
Why do I feel this
Way
Is something wrong
With me
Do I need the hospital
Again
Do I have to go
Away
Just to get better
Or do I have to
Run away again
Just to be somewhat
Normal
Escape from everyone
Like before
Run away
To be alone
Like I'm meant to be
Ever since you left me
Opa I've never been the same
I feel lost
I feel in a daze
I feel like I'm
Going back into my past
The past I want to forget
Yet....
I know thats where all my
Issues began
How I wish you were here
With me
To guide me
To show me the way
Like before
Everyday your gone
I miss you so much
I know I'm not the best
Person in the world
I know I've made mistakes
I know I've hurt many
As well as been hurt by many
Sometimes I truly wish to be
With you more than living
With out you.