The pain
Is bearable
Yes,
It hurts
But the sad
Part is
I deserve it
I caused it
To myself
I'm chasing after
Someone whose
Still chasing after
Someone else
But yet,
Still having
Sexual relations
With that person
And try not to
Get emotionally evolved
Is hard
Since we have
So much history
We know
Eachother
Been together
For so many years
Even the years
Apart
Doesnt feel
That we have changed
That much
The tough part
Is trying not
To feel
Especially while
We have sexual relations
Together
Trying not to cry
Trying not to
Feel
Trying to stay calm
Trying not to fall
In love all over again
if it`s meant to be it will
if it`s meant to be it will
ron parrish