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My Darkness Consuming Me
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JLS How many times
Does my heart need to
Be stabbed
Before it utterly breaks?
How many people must
I hurt before
I truly get hurt my self?
Why is it my two
Longest relationships
The first the girl hurt me
And stabbed me in the heart
The second I hurt her
Not even intentionally
But because I wasnt recovered
From my first heart break
Before going with her
And now I'm hurting
So much worse
That the darkness
Is oevr powering me to
The point of no return
Yet....
The one person
Who hurt me first
Is the only one who has
Stayed beside me
Even when I did
Almost everything
To lose her
Her crazyness
Kept her here
Because I don't
Even know why
She is still here
Because I know I messed
Up and she did to
But yet...
My heart is black
And she is trying to help
Me feel more alive
Than I have ever felt before
I know she cant heal me
But just talking to her about it
Helps more than she probably
Knows or even
More than I tell her it does
I just wish I could be positive
And move on from it
Yet....
this depression is all
Consuming me
Yet...
She tells me to look
For my Sunshine
Yet...
What do I consider that to be?
