Why is it so easy to grab the
Poison
But harder to take it?
I sit here on the ground
Holding the poison to end my life
Yet...
I hesitate
Is it because I stop
To think about my two
Son's faces?
Or is it because I know my fiance
Loves me?
Why is it hard to take this posion
In my hand to my lips
To end my life?
The bottle is full
So why don't I take the sip...
To start endless sleep,
To feel relaxed and at peace?
Why can't I lift this bottle to my lips
And end my life?
Why is it so easy to hold
Yet not to take???
Why do I hesitate????