It's been so long
Since you left
I have so many
Emotions
So many
Feelings
I don't know what to do
One min we are great
Then a few days later
We don't talk
Or one of us gets
Upset by something
They saw or seen on the
Others page
I know you left
For "your son"
But you have been mean
You have hurt me
Not just emotionally
But even to the point
I was self harming my self
You never cared
You were two timing me
You left
You said mean things
You made me feel
So small
Unwanted
Unloved
Yet for some reason
I still love you
No matter what
Hell you put me through
I have always been by your side
I know I shouldn't but I do
Love you
Maybe God wants you to see
The good in me
So you can be good to yourself
Let your turmoil go
Breathe