Our Horrible Love Ending

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You don't realize

How much your words

And actions 

Truly hurt

Me

You could care less

If I died tomorrow

All I have ever done

Was love you deeply

Yes I know I made up

That story because 

I thought I was losing you

To someone else

Yet you believed it to be real

And I have tried everything

In my power to make it up to you

But now I realize you never could forgive me

Instead you run away with another

Have sex with her

And make a child

Even if the child didn't make it

You still love her and that child

I don't care about you having another baby

What really hurts

Is that you lied to me

And said you loved me

Yet soon as you hear the baby

Has been called home with God

You left me

And our children

For her and your unborn son

Like I said I'm not angry or mad

I would still have excepted the child

As if he was my own

Yet you yell,

You curse me out,

And accuse me of causing the childs death

When I found out you left

I cried and felt a sharp

Pain go through my heart

Because that's 

How much it hurt and 

Made me angry becasue

It just proved to me

Everything you said was

Only said so I would give you

What you wanted

Sex

Nothing more

I mean nothing to you

Since you met her

You ignore me

And lie to me

You want to know about our sons

Only when you want too

That isn't a parent

That's a sperm doner

You say your a great father

But in truth everyone

Who sees you for the truth

Knows that to be false

You make me look like 

I'm the evil girl friend

Who lied and cheated

When in fact it was you

I have shed so many tears

For you

Now if I cry it

Is only 

Anger and

Disappointment

Eight years

We were together

And the whole time it was all

Lies

I should have listened to my family

Yet

I was so head over heels in love

Or what I thought to be love

That I didn't see who you really 

Are

You wanted to hurt me so

Bad

You have

You suceeded

I'm hurt

But I will not let you

Break me

Instead I want to thank

You

Because now I'm free

Free of the drama

Free of the lies

I'm free to be

Me

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