Not knowing what to believe,
from all the things said to me,
head spinning round and round,
feeling that soon enough I will soon collapse to the ground,
in a very confuse stage,
begging for death,
afraid to listen,
the fault of my anger to start unleashing,
worry what harm may I cause,
hurting every one I love and care by the end of this night,
I try so hard not to listen to either side,
witch it would lead to unleashing what I have inside,
so please god seal my ears,
to stop my fears,
mute this people,
so I won’t loose it and become a criminal,
so god give me power,
or just do what ever you desire,
if is death you have pleaded over me,
don’t wait another second more just hurry cuss I don’t want to be suffering,
thank-you god no matter what you decide over me.