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Depressed Thoughts
Eyes dazzled, watered down faces
The frown that I was once down with, turned into misplaced hatred
Raised with guilt of becoming a subscription pill sold to the masses
Paranoia causing my thoughts to drift like a little girl aimed at the twin towers
A heart of pain, yet blanked out misery that put me in this position
Mixed Emotions damaging my body like a sickel cell formation
I'm screaming, "let me die", like i've been fixed with tranquility
Because death couldn't come sooner for a kid with mixed emotions like me
Dead end work has torn me, broken me and killed me
Happiness lost like a wirlwind that swept through my family
Girlfriends can't understand me, so they abuse my trust as if this was purely fiction
Storytelling, sympathy, attention, yet I told you the truth
Like I was fixated by lies that abondoned the truth
The 7th Headed Dragon swept through my family tree
A father that abused my mother
who eventually gave birth to me
Shouting, drunken fights, "daddy let her go!"
The reality of it, I saw it with my own eyes
A trust that nearly cost us our lives
Because if she had of died
I would have taken my own life
And the family that once stood, planted in stone
The aftermath of a man that almost killed his own.
