Silent Cries

I came to the womb, my mother's womb;

With a wish to see the world.

"Beautiful and kind it is", the angels told me so -

The pious souls of heaven - commiting a sin - lo!

Liars they were, to me they lied.

On birth, a life of sorrow to me was untied.

 

Neither kind nor beautiful it was to me -

Though to some it is so, I now see.

Everyone caressed me while I was still in,

But, I being a girl, after the birth Mother heard her end approaching.

They tortured, tortured her, till she could endure no more;

Her frail health gave way, so beside me she died on the cold floor.

 

When I turned two, Grandmother dressed me in an expensive dress,

Forced me to sit before a stranger in a judgement of physical beauty and grace.

Its result, marriage, even worsened my life.

Five years later, one day, in a fit of rage that man killed me with a knife.

Face severe cruelty and harshness I did - all in a life of seven.

They robbed me off my childhood, because I was born a maiden.

 

All I want to ask, if God permits me to,

I'd ask mankind - who is always letting their sins grow.

"O Executor of Women, where would you be,

If there wasn't that woman to nurture you as her baby?

O Men, O you 'Superiors', where would you find the mother's love and care,

If the Mother Herself wasn't there?

 

Destroying yourselves you are - can't you see?

Setting the souls of female bodies free?"

Destroying their own race is mankind,

Killing and torturing the Goddess, as if blind.

Still, in my heart, I know - never will they understand -

That's why Mother said, "Never, my girl - never again come to this land."

Author's Notes/Comments: 

 This is my first poem, written in October 2010 - when I was in class VI. The narrator is a Rajasthani girl, who, like a million others, faced all the social evils at such a tender age. Her case was discovered by some reporters and broadcasted on TV. It moved  me a lot as it was the first time I had come across such an incident. This poem was written just to vent out my feelings, my shock and surprise.

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