Cold

Never have I felt so sad.

Or have I ever felt half this bad.

I’m Cold.

I feel as though all I had was

False, Denied and has come untied.

The bindings of my heart

Have once again split.

A death cold blade

Pierced my jugular vein.

Blood flows out so

Slow and steady.

I’m Cold.

I hurt but

Feel so free.

Since nothing is

Left here for me.

I’m so Cold.

My blood feels like ice

Cursing through my veins.

I feel the rope around

My throat, it’s so tight.

It’s Cold and getting blurry.

A familiar death cold

Blade hits my wrist.

What have I done?

All that I love is gone.

A shiver in the dark,

Where’s my tunnel of light?

All I get is a sad, cold,

Dark, lonely, defeated feeling.

Never have I felt

SO COLD!

Author's Notes/Comments: 

September 22, 2004

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Leland Orten's picture

amazing i felt your pain and i really am glad you have gone through this ruff phase of your life and i am glad we are talking again

Alli of the cheese's picture

Holy snap! This poem is really good! I got chills when I read it. You can totally sense this persons thoughts and feelings and almost experience first hand their innermost anguish and sense of loss as they die. Wicked cool!!! I wouldn't change a thing!

big_loser's picture

Great poem.