False accusations thrown in my face
with no proofs or truths to contemplate.
More people trying to foil my life
leaving my world filled with more strife.
The good, the bad no equalization
one side here and the other no where near.
One ally among many enemies
leaving me to fight alone.
A speck of light in a world of darkness.
Finding happiness in the location
of a lone snowflake in a world of white.
A human sacrifice to uphold
to save a relationship from the cold.
Yet again I find the darkness
locked up inside it tries to consume.
If I am not lost again in the gloom I will
fight to subdue the demon of my mind.
A bomb comes down to destroy my peace
it splits in two and multiplies
with each person to whom I confide.
So back to solitude, my house of doom.
Gale force winds shake the place
they threaten the place, must rebuild
while it reveals a fury so untold
but I am a most generous host.
Again it returns more and more,
to unwind my life dement and distort
leaving me once more to
mend and sew
the patches of my life back on
so I may again stand strong.