The first time i saw you and said you were perfect
i should have stopped right there and realized it wasn't worth it
to chase after a mirage; like trying to chase a cloud in the sky
i should have never pursued you with everything i had
becasue perfection is a lie
with a knife you thrust harder and harder into my chest
at the time you thought this would be for the best
i tried to warn you not to dig too deep
becasue you might not like what you see
you'll find the room in my heart that you left completely empty
with the very last words written on the walls that you said to me
i'm finally starting to realize
that maybe that room was never meant for you
i used to think you were the perfect fit
but we can tell that's not the case by considering the exit wound
i just want to cut off my head and watch it roll out of sight
and take the memories of you and i with it
i think then and only then i'll be alright
then those recollections will be unable to reach my heart
no longer can they weigh my chest down and tear me apart
and with a headless body and a weightless heart
i see now i had this all summed up from the start
climbing this hill was the only thing on my mind
just you and me
and everything else was pushed to the side
just a few steps from the top
you reached out your hand to help me summit
but instead of pulling me up
you kicked me over the edge and watched me plummet
all the way to the ground
and now i'm back where i started
the farthest thing from being safe and sound