If I do admit, I’ve digressed from my original plan
So I regress to a state preceding the poise of a man
Childlike stature, my bearings are unjust
Relying on others is now a must.
It’s hard to identify the sins which all can see
Or the deeds that maketh me
Human nature contains natural judgement among all others who aren’t the same
Yet religion advocates against such judgement, so our my deeds weighed the same, though my sins abundant?
So I revert back to a state in which ignorance reigned, so I no longer judge, am no longer fazed,
By the pain of the stares and the disdain,
in the grimace of their looks
They’ll always look no matter how small the sin
All the nooks and crannies, it doesn’t matter when,
What took place or the difference in peers
Or the development of the mind, that wisdom has aged through the years.
I’ve become reliant, floating in space
Grabbing onto whatever floats my way
I dig myself a hole, and hope to be fed and hope for a place to lay rest my head
This life is cruel, this world is cold, I wish to be eased like a child, just anything but grow old