Thinking of him...hoping that at some part of his day he will think of me also. He fills me with such joy just to see his face, but no matter how close he is, he's still is in a far off place.
Dreaming of the day he will be in my arms, just for me.Bringing out that joy that every one once use to see.
Having him in my grasp and knowing nothing I do can stop him from slipping away..it's something I regret day after day, and as everyday goes by still there is nothing I can say.
The memories that are there are slowing fading...for I have no one with whom I can share. Wanting him to feel how I feel,is like a never ending deal.
We recently had a night I won't soon forget...and after a few short days...you seem to forget how those many hours were spent.
I will be strong and wait until my heart gives up..and when he gets ready let's hope I am still here.Being with him made me the happiest I have ever been.
There are feelings for him inside of me that are buried within. I will be waiting...he might get to hear them then.
I leave him with this...It's too soon to say I love you..but I know it's close...Let's just hope it's not too late and we both get to share the love we both deserve.