"This stainless blade, my savior,
its in my moments of solitude
do i let it out, this rush
of blood, this feeling of enlightenment
how i love this sense of ease,
this sense of unexplainable emotions
i let him play with my flesh, as
it cracks and bleeds, the blood is
coming as it pleases now, flowing,
running, running as if its fleeing
from something if not itself, my blade
has done what i intended it to do,
and now im feeling weak, i can
hear my mothers cries, but they
come muffled, muffled by the insanity
caged inside my head, the time has come,
my judgment is upon me,
ive reached the end of my line,
but there is no end to time."