The bitterness is cold,
But it soothes me.
My angst is my solitude
I am forever purged…
Living in solitude.
I am here aren’t I?
Like some soldier whose
War goes without wage.
I fight demons upon
A purple sea
That cuts me with its
Filed claws.
I scream, but only
My solitude answers.
I cry, but my eyes
Are swollen and
My tears find no crevice
In which to forge.
It is the emptiness that
Resides in my soul
That fills my veins.
I haven’t tasted the
Sourness of red
For weeks now.
My body lay limp
With exhaustion with
The inability to conform
To mother natures will.
Something begs me
To live and my
Only wish is for it
To die,
So I can join it,
Meet in a happy
Communion with my
Last breath.
What or who gives
Me this life?
My solitude finds me
No answers.
The circles on this floor
Are wearing thin.
I can’t walk them anymore.
I’m drowning in my
Purple sea.
The demons fail to
Laugh and mock me.
This death is ironic
Wishes only come true in
Fairy-tales.
I toast my happy ending
Adieu!
impressive
i have a
vampire
fetish to :*) .