Everything is similar,
an overly revolving door.
The social anxiety is as usual being handled just fine,
a panic attack every few days, f
ollowed by a few days swimming through depression,
then its Monday again.
At least I haven’t felt stuck around the faces,
lost in places with subtle hints of affection.
I been stuck in this singularity for far to long,
cause the thought of taking in someone else’s bullshit or,
hearing another person speak false infatuations right now...
would literally make me jump deeper into excess,
the way people already think I’m overly indulging…
well who the fucks got time for that.