Not a dream

My perffect dream,

my every wish.

Just something I made up,

another little fantasy.

Every ay realizing that somebody is hurting me,

watching them beat me.



Now that I know nothing in my world is worth waiting for,

something always goes wrong.

I know my destinay,

I know my place.

Befor anthing else goes wrong,

everything I've ever built,

is gonna fall.

With the touch of my hand,

and the tears on my cheeck.

I'll make it alll fall,

just so nothing else goes wrong.

Even though people are always around,

they still haven't figured it out.

I want it all gone,

all my pain just need to run free.

Watch me let it all out,

watch me set it all free.

With the blink of an eye,

watch me go crazy.



I no longer dream,

no point,

nothing good ever happens to me.

But if something small does,

it gets ripped away from me.

Causing me more pain.

So why let my once childish dreams become fantasy?

Why isn't anyone here watching over me?

Why are so many people out to get me?

So now I'm here alone,

once again.

With nobody watching over me.

Maybe what people say about me is true,

what if I am crazy?????

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