Not even a memory

Sometimes at night I sit and think,

about how I feel in love a little to late.

I'm not it pain,

just prepared to be.

The more I try to remember the more I begen to forget.

So why do I still put up with it?

To me you're not even a dream,

nor a memory.

I'm not tryn to push you away,

I just don't know what to say.

So many times in the past have I suffered the pain of heartache,

and I'm gonna get out of this now before it's to late.

You're not even a memory,

nor are you a dream.

Not even something to help put my mind at ease.

Every memory I have about you,

I plan to erase.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This poem is dedicated to Randy K.Im not sayn Im done just I don't know what to think.I miss you and wish I could've went with you but I'm stuck with the life I've got,and thats not something Im gonna bring you down with.You deserve better than me babe.

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