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Questions for You
I waited for you
I've endured so much pain
sacrificing, bleeding
crying
innocently needing
honesty
a brutal smack,
which ends this rose colored daydream
Streaming, stinging tears
awaken
I've found my foundation for reality
shaken
Dare I persue
should the cost be high
would idle mediocrity kill me
or from the fall should I die
I'm pondering and postulating
quarreling and procrastinating
Is greater the sin
to do nothing at all
against making a mistake
Would a leap of faith
endow me with courage
or shine a light upon my ignorance
my belief
my faith
At the end of the day
shall I sleep alone with confidence
or welcome warmth to hide my fear
What are my reasons
wanting you
Am I as shallow as I'm perceived
is it sexuallity which gives me meaning
Am I petty enough to be with you
simply for your Juliet face
Or in the deep reces
behind a locked door in my soul
are you a hidden piece to
my puzzel
my puzzel
my question
my search for you
is a seach for myself
Through your silence
I've had many questions answered
yet still more arive
Are you her
the one, don't tease me
with half-truths and lies
I'll give to you all that which is me
sacrificing my wants
to provide for your needs
Should all this be true
I beg, am I so deserving
of you, a woman
who held me tight when I was in fear
but still gave me room to breath
yet showed that through all of this
you wouldn't leave
Within the nights final hours
I still find myself confused
is this a fulfillment of needs
are we both being used
Is it love or lust
compassion and desire
No matter the question
the answer comes from you
I emplore you for a reply
what about us is true?
