I was going to order the internet service I was going to order it.
I swear to god
But then the pain, the pain got me
And when the pain got me I could think about nothing but the pain
And the despair, wanted to surrender to it but I couldn’t
I wanted to sit down in despair and let the tigers come
But I couldn’t, cause something shook me- another reality
Where life just goes on and you forget about the pain
And being on that line between the two was as uncomfortable as sitting on a string.