I am depressed
No lies, no nothing
Nothing, nothing
I sit I stand and walk
I cry no mood for fun or jokes
no peace no rage
Indifference
tiring this depression
this feeling
HELP I cry to others
to God
No answer
Silence...depressions best friend
I feel has God abandond me?
or has everyone and everything also
HELP I cry again and again but still no answer
I am in a pit falling and falling
to no end
Is suicide the answer,
my death maybe others will be happy,
happy without me around,
without me alive maybe they will be happy
with seeing me decomposing in the ground
with maggots crawling throughout me
No longer do I care
I feel but no one cares
I feel as if I am a punching bag
for everyones emotions,
Bogging me down
I yern for a solution
any will do
maybe death,
I just don't care any more.
You wrote five very good poems that really connected to my feelings. What you tried to tell in 'gone' is part of what I wanted to get accros in my poem 'stuck'. I also found the remark about 'indifference' and 'people talking' in 'outhere' really good. I sometimes think everybody is a faker.. including myself if I reflect. I can't get accross my words like I want. I tried to write that down in my poem 'closed'. I hope you can find a nudge upwards somewhere.