Indifference

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Depression

I am depressed

No lies, no nothing

Nothing, nothing



I sit I stand and walk

I cry no mood for fun or jokes

no peace no rage

Indifference



tiring this depression

this feeling

HELP I cry to others

to God

No answer

Silence...depressions best friend



I feel has God abandond me?

or has everyone and everything also

HELP I cry again and again but still no answer

I am in a pit falling and falling

to no end



Is suicide the answer,

my death maybe others will be happy,

happy without me around,

without me alive maybe they will be happy

with seeing me decomposing in the ground

with maggots crawling throughout me



No longer do I care

I feel but no one cares

I feel as if I am a punching bag

for everyones emotions,

Bogging me down



I yern for a solution

any will do

maybe death,

I just don't care any more.

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Wayne Ker's picture

You wrote five very good poems that really connected to my feelings. What you tried to tell in 'gone' is part of what I wanted to get accros in my poem 'stuck'. I also found the remark about 'indifference' and 'people talking' in 'outhere' really good. I sometimes think everybody is a faker.. including myself if I reflect. I can't get accross my words like I want. I tried to write that down in my poem 'closed'. I hope you can find a nudge upwards somewhere.