I have become the results of other people’s short comings.
And I have allowed myself to become the consequence of what I was due.
I took the easy way out so many times because I was scared.
There have been bumps and obstacles that have hit me and caused me to fall.
I have walked with the shadows so many times I have forgotten what it is like
to walk in the light.
I have one dream that I have held for many years.
I have tried so many times to reach for this dream.
And every time I met failure.
And I gave up.
And I have found myself if hell.
But I am not going to sit here and wallow in my failure.
I will fight my way back into the light.
If it takes me years so be it.
If leaves my hands scraped and bloodied from crawling so be it.
I see the inches I need all around me.
I choose to sacrifice what I am to become what I want.
I see what I have been through and give thanks for it the good and the bad.
I see now that I know nothing when it comes to the vastness of creation.
I have lost much; that is true.
Nothing can be gained without giving something up first.
What I am giving up is what is comfortable.
Staying in the state of depression in what I know.
It is the fear of what is beyond it that scares me beyond everything else.
So I call on the hero that exists within me.
To give me strength,
To make me the person I am meant to be,
To allow me to walk with pride.
Show me the true meaning of strength.
Show me that in the midst of this storm I am not alone, Ever.