I’m broken, I don’t know how to mend or heal.
I don’t even know if I can.
Sometimes my only wish is for the deep dark abyss,
And I tend to think is what’s the use of living with no true love.
I see that it is only love that can break a human and turn him inside out.
Some say the heart is a wheel,
Well what happens when that wheel is bent and broken?
It can not be mended.
When harm has been done no love can be given or received.
What I can not understand is why this should have happened to me.
My heart and love can best be described by a sinking ship and I am on that ship.
I have been told to love myself,
And I know that to be true.
But I can’t seem to pull the arrows out.
I have asked and prayed for help, but see none.
I thought this was done, I thought this was over.
My depression is back with a vengeance.
He has come back and means to stay.
This time I do not know if I can beat it alone.
I am so afraid to let people in, as my heart is fragile and bruised.