Sometimes I look back on times we had together,
And I know I shouldn’t have expected it to last forever.
My love for you just wasn’t there,
You said you loved me and I didn’t care.
I never cared about a thing you said,
I never worried that somewhere you might be dead.
I never cared for you at all
And yeah, I guess it was kinda my fault.
I led myself to believe this relationship would work out
Never even knowing what love was about.
All I cared about was what I wanted to get done,
Not caring if you were the hurting one.
I had my own agenda, full of things to do,
In a twisted kinda way, I guess I used you,
To make all my wildest dreams become real,
And love was nowhere in the deal.