"Rainy day confessional"
standing outside in a cold rain
dripping wet with things to say
underneath your window pane
afraid again to see your face today
too look into eyes of pain
don't want to bring back memories
yet your all i remember
from the day we first kissed
back in december
to the first time we made love
back in november
"I love you" a reoccurring thought
my one good dream
for the first time in my life
i am who i seem
seeing you with him
wondering where you were for me
how come now your different
but then you couldn't be
i'd give up everything
for things to go back
to the way they were
when you called by name
and not just sir
that light on in your room
should be my beams
as my feelings for
make my face gleam
standing here in the rain
i scream my confession
hoping to teach
my own heart a few lessons
about life and love
and you above
i'm drowning here
and its not the rain
i'm drowning here
and its not the same