if i had a river
i'd cry it
but i'm all emoitoned out
i'm tired of feeling sorry
for my self
its getting me depressed
i literally have
a tear for each moment
my life took a wrong turn
i have the flesh scars too
from every time
i got burned
i'm tired of losing sleep
thinking about
things i will never control
i just have to learn
to live my life
like its a movie role
just start being fake
'cause showing my true self
has proved to be
a big mistake
it's the way of the world
to eat people like cake
and not think twice
if i had a dollar for everytime
i was takin to the cleaners
i'd be so far in debt
how's moneys just paper
when it holds so much over you
just the thought
will make you sweat
i've thought about sucide
i've contemplated death
but i'm not even brave enough
to take my last breath
so i guess i'm stuck between
a rock and a hard place
and i'm just puddy
everytime life smashes me
i stay that way until lifes ready
to smash me again
i'm laughing and it ain't funny
but thats another issue
just another label
a whole other fear
i guess i'm just hopeless
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