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I see the fear as you struggle so afraid

to give your heart to just let it go,

you will look at me across a table

in a quiet restaurant and say

Lisa, I love you,

as if you had just said something as common

as placing an order to the waitress,

I smile,

it is safe for you here among the throng

to say those words,

I understand that for you to even contemplate

the action is monumentous,

so I respond and say *I love you too* as I turn

to place my order,

I do not call attention to your action

I do not wish to make you self concious and pull away,

in time you will feel safe enough with me

to express yourself in private,

not relying on public politeness to

protect your heart from the imagined fear

of rejection,

later,much later

in your arms you will show me all that you cannot say,

cannot deny,

cannot hold back,

cannot hide,

and as you make love to me with your eyes wide open

I will see those words staring back at me

floating in the darkened grey of your eyes,

Lisa I love you....


Author's Notes/Comments: 

Nick,,using words to expess his emotions,,terrified him....but when I was in his arms and looking into his eyes,,I felt no doubt,,that he loved me.....

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