Dreamland (part one)
Refrain
Dreamland, where I met you
Where we fell for eachother, "in love",
We fell through a glass wall (yume!)
Broken glass shower... you had to shove
never tried to catch me as I fall
staring up to see you laughing at me too (yume!)
Refrain
I loved you! You collared me,
put me in chains at your side, personal Leia
rein me in tight, forced my pride (yume!)
doesn't matter that I might shatter
(as you) gave me blinders so I can't see
took my freedom from me, what a slayer (yume!)
Why did I close my eyes; having died,
to the sound of your laughter?
::Refrain:: (Dreamland Only)
Round and round the carousel goes...
up and down, all around...
sending me to the land of dreams (yume!)...
tied up with shiny ribbons and bows...
tied up so gently into the ground...
peaceful night colored by screams (yume!)
Interlude (part two)
Refrain Two
Refrain One
I hear it... the sound is...
Lovely, broken me I let myself be his
Poisoned Love and Twisted Hate
We were together, we had one fate-
My god, listen to the noise...
He was always worried about other boys...
Liar, bitch, whore; such endearing words to duck
I wouldn't, 'cuz I was a foolish -fuck-
Refrain One
Refrain Two
The new scars are nothing to old pains
all shadows of personal banes
my god I'm ugly... doesn't matter
All I know is that I'm gonna shatter
Too many things inside of my brain
Way too late to prevent numbing pain
I can't concentrate on anything as I scream
Is this hell or just a dream?----
I see you in a dream, I need to drain
away the pain.......
Refrain Two
::Refrain One:: (interlude only)
-incredible- I can be happy as my life
goes to hell ina handbasket, was I to die
or just meant to be a fucked up wife?
O shitty ditty do, what's it to you? I see you -sigh-
::Refrain Two:: (interlude only)
One, Two: I hear someone screaming!
Three Four: I'm the one screaming... !
Five, Six: I am breaking...
Seven, Eight: Red India ink all over
Nine, Ten: Broken; Bleeding
Eleven: there is... no ... heaven ...
Anti-You (part three)
Every night I wonder
What is right?
But even as I ponder
my thoughts are divided by your spite
yet my heart's by your side.
Thoughts invade my head
So I reach, for aid,
for my razorblade
wishing to just join the dead
Refrain
Thoughts of angel's nights
to lay down and to stay
are kept within my sights
by welcoming the end of every day
As cutting as my blade
are those memories
of nights under trees
in eachothers arms,
under the night's shade
Refrain
Slaps that still manage to hurt
The sting never ends
I bury myself in your shirt
because it got worse
since we can't just be friends
Refrain
::Refrain::
So fleeting is my ease
'cuz everyone I meet
I'll displease.
Still can't help that
I'm anti-you!