Everyday Chaos

Everyday I wake up wondering why

I continue to look to you,

and its always to you I cry

and all you can say is "I miss you too."

Fuck that, angel of the past

I'm trapped and divided by three

again, but it'll end so fast

And when it does, you won't see me.

I'm through with all this shit

I'm through with all of you.

Galen fucking go to hell's pit

and to all of you your due

credit in my death, credit to my pain

and see if thoughts of accusing eyes

won't change how you are sane

I hate you all, love you all,

You see me, stare at me, hear

me and all you can do is let me fall

shatter into crystal clear

shards, the daily chaos over

the slick meaning behind your eyes

I've found only to be a cover

for your fucking lies.

Every day Chaos.

Every day my life.

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<< >> It takes me a long time to move on. Apparently. ca 2003

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