Everyday I wake up wondering why
I continue to look to you,
and its always to you I cry
and all you can say is "I miss you too."
Fuck that, angel of the past
I'm trapped and divided by three
again, but it'll end so fast
And when it does, you won't see me.
I'm through with all this shit
I'm through with all of you.
Galen fucking go to hell's pit
and to all of you your due
credit in my death, credit to my pain
and see if thoughts of accusing eyes
won't change how you are sane
I hate you all, love you all,
You see me, stare at me, hear
me and all you can do is let me fall
shatter into crystal clear
shards, the daily chaos over
the slick meaning behind your eyes
I've found only to be a cover
for your fucking lies.
Every day Chaos.
Every day my life.