Okay, anyway...
I remember when...
what was I going to say?
O yes, I remember your grin,
I remember your voice and touch,
and I remember your eyes
and how they sparkled so much
even as they told me lies.
I remember how you swore your love,
and sealed it with a kiss sweet
then gave me a shove
and to the floor did you beat
me... I remember the turns
you used to take
and the slap still burns
like when I gave it up for your sake.
I remember the night under the night sky,
the times we affirmed slight desire
the tears I would always cry
never thinking that you were a liar.
Your accusations still ring in my ears,
the hollow threats still hurt,
and even now I feel you here
and next to my bed is your shirt
your picture looks at me at night,
and dreams of you dance on,
and even when on goes the light,
your picture still grins on.
I remember the times we spent,
the walks in the cold,
I remember words I said and repent,
and how I had gone and sold
myself. I remember everything,
I remember the fights,
and the songs that you used to sing
as you'd try to make things right.
And even though you hit me,
and even as you lied,
and though I didn't see
it at the time that I cried,
I still love you,
I don't know why I do,
but I still wished
that you loved me too.