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Emptiness
I'm sitting here
On the inside dying
On the outside crying
With my rotting heart full of fear
I see you there
Shaking your head and sighing
Telling me I'm lying
Before you smack me 'sincere'
Your mom hates me
That much is easy to see
Your friends debate about me
And react to the hitting with glee
On the outside I'm dying
Inside I'm crying
Your mom and friends lying
And you're just sighing
Stop all of you I plea
But your friends keep hurting me
Your mom helps with ill-concealed glee
As you and they torture me
Pull my heart out
Throw it to the floor
Stomp on it some more
Give a shout as my red blood spouts
Perhaps you don't see
How you are killing me
By accusing me of lying
While I die-while I'm crying
Perhaps you can't see
How you are hurting me
by calling me a loose whore
And always wanting more
Even a new moon ritual
turned into a virtual
Tear-sob-cry-gulp fest
As I put the Goddess to the test
Having her answer questions many
Asking Her of hope at all, hope any
All She and He would say
Is try again next day
So I'm stuck fast here
Heart full of sadness, hate, and despair,
My mind on one constant fear -
That you'll leave me crying, dying here.
