Cracked Reflection

I stared deep into the water

And saw me staring there

Every second the image faltered,

I realized that I care.



I took a look into a mirror

To see inside of me,

and to my very horror

it was gruesome to be seen.



I'm twisted and I'm cracked,

I'm broken and I'm shattered,

I've been dropped after being sacked,

and that I broke only mattered.



The very things that I loved,

Were my demise in the end,

And in a replay I am shoved

by a most beloved friend.



The mask that I hid behind,

so delicate in make

I now seem to find

in it so many little breaks



Makeup no longer clearly marked,

but smudged and rubbed out,

it seems like on a cliff's edge I've parked

to plummet after giving shout.



Hair turned black and burned to ash,

deep valleys in pale land,

I take one look around before I stash

a group of razors in my hand.



I can't hide anylonger like I used to

I can't even seek retreat,

Hiding among the shadows in lieu

of being there is now an impossible feat.



I've woken up a shattered reflection,

no one to catch me when I fall,

My fears and inhibitions,

did break me one and all

Author's Notes/Comments: 

09/04/03

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