Hustling has different meanings
So I am either gangster
Or I sold my dignity
To the one person who said I might have some.
And as the morning took possession of the night
She asked me what my boundaries had to do with reality,
And how far would I go next time
Just to feel real?
And when we had no life
Suicide seemed real good,
With the mere loss of life,
Suicide seems foolish,
And so the question is,
What are we living?
We go on
Not to repair anything
Just to cope with the fact
That we might be going on for nothing.
We demand God’s head
Because he cursed us to being Christians
Even with his death.
We want to jack someone else off,
Because teasing his isolation
Relieves some of our own,
And this is what we call keeping company.
And it seems that I am at my happiest
When I admit to my depression,
And I know that I could be a savior to many now,
But I did not sacrifice shit,
They earned their money.