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on the expectation of heaven
The expectation of heaven
Is our hell.
And sure he may be sadistic,
But ultimately Satan is just another lover.
In this world with lots of promises
But no promising people,
Just people promising in the attempt to digest lies.
In the attempt to digest lies
We swallow a lot of truth too,
Hoping it will come out as the shit we want it to be.
As the shit we want it to be,
Truth provokes revulsion.
Revulsion is like pulling out,
We just wont admit how close we came.
How close we became
Gives so much intimacy to cold memories.
Cold memories not because the presents were cold
But because the present recognizes the rape
Of so many wet dreams,
Wet with the urine of alienation.
Alien nations look at us as the aliens to be feared
And to be feared is our goal,
Even if they won’t love us
And even if they wont love us
They just might say yes.
And even if they just might say yes,
It is still a sure thing.
And just because they are so sure
Doesn’t mean they should fight back,
Although licking their own wounds would just turn us on more.
