A rewrite of The Hollie's song by the same name.
If only I had't given in to that depaved wish
I really guess I should have given it a pass
But I was just so filled
With the need and the greed
More powerful then even the lure of cigarettes
Or sound sleep to be found
Something I had not dared before
To eat
Something so taboo
I could not resist to eat
What before I had only read of
Now the guilt consumes
Partaking of you
Has left me far from peaceful
So wan and tired
This is more of a mess then I ever ask
There's no more curiosity
To be desired
Only long for the past peace
I once carried with me
Everyday
And this deception
Leaves me so weak
Sleep, oh death angel
I long only for the freedom of your sleep
Chorus
These days
Most times I fear
Because of my depaved need
They will take away
Freedom's air that I breathe
If only I had't had to have you
Chorus 2X
2014 Ramona Thompson