You don't know
You can never know
The longings of my heart
The awakening of my soul
Captured forever
In a moment by you
My darling
My sweetheart
My love
Never before in my life was there one like you
Never after will there be again I know
Broken
Shattered
How can I explain?
A wound that never heals
A wound you did't mean to inflict
From afar
Slowly it unfolded
And now from afar it shall remain
Forever my darkest
Most tortured secret
That a friend I had
The best one ever
I longed to make
Something
Someone so much more
Like fire
You burned me
You drowned me
Lost me beneath the waves of an endless love
Now what am I to do?
How am I to carry on?
Without you still here
Everyday lighting my way
With your beatury and sweet angel's face
Woman to woman
Lovers
I know now
With an aching heart
We'll never be
Guess I've always known it
Yet still somehow
Prayed
Wished
Hoped
Longed for
No different answer
Another fate
A destiny spent with you
My beloved
My sweetheart
My darling Sarah
The secret of whom I love
I'll never tell
2013 Ramona Thompson