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Suicidal Grave
Dig, dig, dig some more
5 feet deep
Headed for 6
Cause my life sucks
I don't wanna
Can't go on
Living in Hell
So unhappy and alone
Won't be just another sappy cheerleader clone
No, no I'd rather be
Dyin
Eaten by the maggots
Tonight in my suicidal grave
Get those tears and those shovels ready
Cause sooner rather then later
Daddy, I'll be leavin' this world
Wanted a boy
You got a girl
Wanted high school popular
You got geek ass loser
Oh, what's a broken hearted father to do
When his dreams and hopes
Fate lays to waste
I'll tell ya daddy dear
It's like this...
Chorus
When I'm long dead and gone
Even mama's devil eyes
I know will be dry
Cause I never was an angel
Problem child
From the very second I was born
Strange, deranged, different
So damn bad
Even the Heavens cried foul
At the mistake of an awkward, misplaced soul
Singin'
Chorus
16 now and gettin' more bitter
More jaded every day
Damned by society
Damned by my own screwed up head
I know
There's just one solution
To our mutal problem
And rather I'll be goin' to Heaven or to Hell
I really don't give a f....
As long as I'm free
Free from your neverending disappointment in me
Chorus
Movin' on
Down a road
I ain't never traveled before
Don't wanna be saved
Don't wanna come back
Ain't gonna just sit idle
Wait for old age and a heart attack
I want freedom
Here and now
Even if it has to come
At my own hand
Least I'll have done one thing right
In the last moments of my life
As a woman, not a girl
Taking a stand
With my guitar and my song singin'
One last time
For dear old mom and demented old dad
Chorus 2x
2013 Ramona Thompson
