Why even try anymore?
I always cry and scream
You always
Get silent and judge
Each of us
Alone
In our own personal Hell
I won't bend
You won't break
It's just the way it is
Bitter how
It's all turned out this way
I hate you
You claim
You never really loved me
Not at all
And so the heartbroken saga
Drags on and on and on
I'm broken
You're furious
Both of us fingerpointing
Blame shifting
Caught up
In the rage of it all
You sneer and jeer
Cheer when I appear
To stumble and fall
You take pleasure
In my misfortune
And I learn
To hate you
All the more
While you love me
That much less
What a God damn mess we have made of
What once upon a time we believed was
A love Heavensent
2024 Ramona Thompson