It's my special day and yet I feel a depression so deep
This is not the life and career path I planned
Suddenly I'm questioning every choice I have ever made
Maybe I'm making too much of it and am just going thru a simple midlife thing
Youth and major success sometimes seem to have just passed me by
Belief! I need so bad right now!
I'm barely clinging to hope anymore
Racked by doubt and fear of
The future to come
How do I regain the joy and confidence I once had?
Doomed to be forever unhappy and miserable like this?
A prayer I send that you will help me to find a way to escape all this darkness and gloom
You may well be my last reminding hope.......